i am so shocked but i think i am kind of inhuman because i am not really very sad compared to the rest. somehow it put me thinking, we always wish that karma will fall on those baskets when they do horrible stuff, but when it really happen, i am not happy at all.

p.s: my phone is a ultra cool phone because the wallpaper will move according to the movement of my phone and because xmas is coming, all the shapes are now snowflakes. =)


i am in a extremely foul mood.
i think the feeling of scrolling through your contacts and realise that you are unable to express how you feel to anyone sucks. i wonder is it because i don't have friends or i am just not ready to let practically anyone know what i am going through.

at times like this, i will miss the way how sms will come in just at the right time when i am upset. so i won't have to scroll through my contact list and try to make a decision to whom i can pour my sorrows to. perhaps if things are still like that, i will not end up waking up with swollen eyes and the i-am-so-sick-of-everything-and-i-don't-wanna-do-anything mood. i will wake up with swollen eyes but in the i-am-so-glad-that-i-dont-have-to-keep-everything-just-to-myself mood instead.

i also wanna be selfish, i also wanna be having bitch fits. but how?
will things ever get better? i don't know but i doubt so.

ziyu, just smile and get on with life because there is no point being upset because no one really cares about how you feel alright. love yourself more. =)


I have been going back to school everyday for this holiday for CDI. i am damn tired and stressed over it, but think again, ziyu, you wanted it yourself and nobody force you to do it. 是自找的. We are suppose to meet for CDI today but i was too tired after all those days without enough sleep, so i told Sandy we should meet tomorrow instead and i sleep like a pig today, so deep in sleep to the extent of not being able to wake up after 20 missed calls!


Yesterday help out for FOTC nightwalk in design school, is fun! =) Once again, i feel that designers are damn nice and friendly, especially when we were waiting for GLs to come over. The way we tried to help each other with the make up, the way we tried to cover all the light to make the atmosphere more ghostly, all the time when we were waiting for the GLs to come and all the cleaning up. =) As quoted from someone(i don't know if is kelly) 'we are all friends in the dark' =)


























thats me while waiting for them to touch up more on their make ups. I don't have the rest of the photo yet because i didn't bring along my phone and camera for the nightwalk.


Actually i kind of enjoy the way my holidays are, it is being packed with so much different stuffs. All the catching up with my friends, CDI, out with fellow RHD mates, helping out for school event and i am going to the old folks home tomorrow.


I conclude that is a nice day today, met up with jeryl and gloria today~! A drama, a KFC dinner and the endless chatting under some random soapy tent. =)




i couldn't find my ez link just now, i thought i lost it. Then i actually ask someone for small change, and paid the fare with coins, i found my card! -__- But that is not the main point, the main point is someone offer me the coins because she didn't have small change for $5. There are still nice people around. Must be all the good karma. =)

anyway, i finally cut my hair! =) It is suppose to be short in front and long behind, but i look like ah lian, so i ask the hairdresser to snip everything off. =) i have short hair now, the secondary 2's short hair!




I finish reading that book in 2 days! It must be a nice book or ziyu had turn into someone that loves to read~!

I think i wanna cut my hair before going to school. Should i bathe then go cut hair then go straight to school or cut hair already then come home and bathe then head to school? I think i should cut hair already, come home and bathe then head to school. If not all my food in Cafe World will just spoil by tonight. I spend 12 hrs cooking Triple Berry Cheesecake eh. Shall not let it go to waste.


i conclude that is a bad decision to read that book because i think i am not sleeping tonight. i want to finish the book, got the urge to do it and i want to go to school tomorrow morning and i am still doing work now. -__-

Oh. I overheard(fine, i eavsedrop) some year 1s talking on the bus, the moment they say they didn't sleep last night, my first instinct told me they were from design. haha! and i am so right! I feel like giving them a pat on the shoulder and ask them to jiayou and tell them there is more to come. They were taking drawing essentials and they complaint about how they have to dot for the whole drawing! 0.o totally~ reminds me of Project 1. But they are happy and enjoying every moment of it because is drawing. Is a good thing to hear. =)

ps: i cannot stand ziyu! cannot sleep then make noise, can sleep now then don't want to sleep. IDIOT!


I don't know whether i should classify 'Remember Me?' under a good recommendation from Sandy or is it a bad recommendation? Is already 12am, i am suppose to be sleeping but i haven't even start work. =( I am suppose to wake up at 6am tomorrow so i won't be late for photoshop class!!

p.s: i guess old ginger is still better or maybe we are lack of exposure and we live in our own bubble.

Z.I.Y.U
eighteen
8th April 1991



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